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I woke up at 6am. my driving test was at 11

I could not sleep, I was so energetic that I could drive a truck ( yeah right)

to 9:45 I was trying to speed up time.

at 10 I had my last driving lesson and I WAS almost a professional driver.

at 11:00 I had a very bad stomachache.

at 11:10 they start calling an Indian name which almost like the pronunciation of my name. it made me nervous and the fear attacked my bones. ( I was not nervous before, I was so cool drinking juice, chewing gum, smiling to tensed people)

at 11:15 they called my name to the test

15 minutes late .. the most nerve raking 15 minutes ever. the fear shifted to pain starts in my knees and ends in my heart ( ouch )

so I got in the car with shaking hands and feet and I was singing in my head: you’re gonna fail ne ne nene ne, you can’t do it la la lala la

SO,

I made some stupid mistakes I reversed the car completely wrong like I never did before. the car just kept shutting off cause of my messy shaking foot on the clutch. I was felling like hell I wanted to fail, just stop ! I shouldn’t get in the car with a broken spirit.

I could’ve avoid this if :

* I had a different name. I hate my name btw

*I arrived a bit late.

* I did not panic.

* I slowed down and thought before making any move.

* I ate chocolate or anything contains sugar. ( energy and good mood )

* I slept well

many reasons, one failure

If I’m afraid, I’m not read to hit the street YET.

me not sad. me just unhappy

today I’m 18 years 1month and 1 day old

will I get my driving license before 19 ? I hope so

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