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mathematically wrong but absolutely correct in love relationships esp new born ones. I’m not a love expert and I’ve never been in a relationship,but the relationship is between two, if a third part got involved nothing good is going to happen!

okay, I have a friend who has a relationship with a guy she keeps talking about telling how wonderful he is and blah blah ! as her best friend she asked me to talk to him and give my opinion. The first time she told me I said no ! keep me out of this it’s between the two of you. After a long argument she convinced me somehow and I said fine I’ll talk to him.

The first few weeks were fine the couple were happy cause my conversations with him (MSN conv) were like : yes no thank you !

After 1 month they started asking me about each other. how is she? how is he? and I kept saying fine without giving details.

After that he started asking me questions about her, simple questions like where is she going to study? did she get a scholarship? where is she now?.

I answered his questions with the info she gives me, and as a loved couple he should have known these things about her without asking me.

So when she know that he asks me about her she became crazy and said he doesn’t trust me and he said she lies to me and blah blah.

If you are lying to him. why did you beg me to talk to him?

how the hell I would know about the lies you’re telling him. and if I would talk to him we would talk about you my friend cause you are the common thing between us !

when I told her that she said you are just jealous.

jealous? from a relationship based on lies hmmm !?

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I woke up at 6am. my driving test was at 11

I could not sleep, I was so energetic that I could drive a truck ( yeah right)

to 9:45 I was trying to speed up time.

at 10 I had my last driving lesson and I WAS almost a professional driver.

at 11:00 I had a very bad stomachache.

at 11:10 they start calling an Indian name which almost like the pronunciation of my name. it made me nervous and the fear attacked my bones. ( I was not nervous before, I was so cool drinking juice, chewing gum, smiling to tensed people)

at 11:15 they called my name to the test

15 minutes late .. the most nerve raking 15 minutes ever. the fear shifted to pain starts in my knees and ends in my heart ( ouch )

so I got in the car with shaking hands and feet and I was singing in my head: you’re gonna fail ne ne nene ne, you can’t do it la la lala la

SO,

I made some stupid mistakes I reversed the car completely wrong like I never did before. the car just kept shutting off cause of my messy shaking foot on the clutch. I was felling like hell I wanted to fail, just stop ! I shouldn’t get in the car with a broken spirit.

I could’ve avoid this if :

* I had a different name. I hate my name btw

*I arrived a bit late.

* I did not panic.

* I slowed down and thought before making any move.

* I ate chocolate or anything contains sugar. ( energy and good mood )

* I slept well

many reasons, one failure

If I’m afraid, I’m not read to hit the street YET.

me not sad. me just unhappy

today I’m 18 years 1month and 1 day old

will I get my driving license before 19 ? I hope so

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Talk talk ! express your self. every day I say that to my self

behind the keyboard I’m that person who won’t shut up for 1 minute, in the real life I’m the person who won’t talk for a minute ! except with people I know and comfortable with.

I like being quite cause I don’t have a big mouth puts me in troubles. but sometimes I need to shout very loud to say I’m quite but not deaf !

I don’t butt in anyone’s business and I’ve chosen a place for my self far away from other people’s gossips and worthless talks. good so far?

no not good cause even when you isolate your self, people will talk. no I became the number one subject in HRAR society.

The problem is they talk badly about me in my face cause I’m simply quite and won’t say anything.

But If I don’t have a tong I have a hand

someone got a slap on the face from me today. not very modern way to solve things but I did what I can to stop the shit !

I had the words inside my mind but they didn’t come out !

I need talking lessons !!!!!!!!!!

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