lose me or lose your self ?
I feel like hell. my blood is boiling. I want to scream and show the world that I’m not the kindest person in the universe.
some people think nice people are like puppies every time you throw a stick they will go get it with no thinking just to please you.
I got a phone call from my best friend “or so I thought she is” asking me for a favor.
she : hi
me: hello
she : I want your help.
me: sure
she: I want you to chat with someone under ****’s name then send him pictures I will give you later.
me :
what why?
she: I just want to destroy her reputation. you know that bitch who stole my man.
me: I don’t even know her. NO !
she: she is a bad person.
me : I’m not sure of that. nope I can’t do it.
she: I thought you are nice !
me : well, nice enough to not do this.
she: so we are over.
me: what?
she: forget that you had a friend called *****
me: …
tooot ! (hang up the phone)
I know I did the right thing. I just feel used I was a friend of that girl since sixth grade.
losing her is better than hating my self for the rest of my life.
I’m wondering why did she choose me ?
