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lose me or lose your self ?

I feel like hell. my blood is boiling. I want to scream and show the world that I’m not the kindest person in the universe.

some people think nice people are like puppies every time you throw a stick they will go get it with no thinking just to please you.

I got a phone call from my best friend “or so I thought she is” asking me for a favor.

she : hi

me: hello

she : I want your help.

me: sure

she: I want you to chat with someone under ****’s name then send him pictures I will give you later.

me : what why?

she: I just want to destroy her reputation. you know that bitch who stole my man.

me: I don’t even know her. NO !

she: she is a bad person.

me : I’m not sure of that. nope I can’t do it.

she: I thought you are nice !

me : well, nice enough to not do this.

she: so we are over.

me: what?

she: forget that you had a friend called *****

me: …

tooot ! (hang up the phone)

I know I did the right thing. I just feel used I was a friend of that girl since sixth grade.

losing her is better than hating my self for the rest of my life.

I’m wondering why did she choose me ?