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eyes can’t see colors anymore, hands can’t touch fabrics anymore, minds can’t think anymore, pockets are always empty, the sense of taste is dead !

the scale of beauty is low these days !

have you went shopping lately ? god ! every thing is trash literally TRASH. No not affordable trash !

hand bags are the ugliest they are either super oversized with really scary colors or tiny little cute bags you can’t even put 2 items in it !

but brands rules. when you get a name on your ugly bag it will be beautiful and stylish.

no one will ever laugh on a dior or gucci ha?

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my to-do list result after 1 year minus 10 days

1- Get to know the most important person in my life a little better … myself.

I’m still weird to me

2- Take care of my hair and skin.

they are worse now ! gah
3- Keep my room and my things clean and tidy.

nope
4-Be more sensitive.

yeah I cry now

5- Be kind to my little brother.

he doesn’t let me !
6- Stop buying unimportant stuff (bags,abayas,mobiles,…) till I graduate.
7- Try to dress up like a lady sometimes.

still on that :S
8- Take care of my study a bit more.

I did but ..
9- Act maturely in front of my dad.

I want my driving license la

waiting for driving lessons
10- Get over 90%.

89.9 best number in a student life ha ?

11- Take care of my spiritual and religious side.

alot better
12- Be more confident.

yeah on progress
13- Read more widely in English.

better than before but I still can’t understand everything at once !
14- Do all above. !?!?!?!?!?

hell no

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I feel like hell. my blood is boiling. I want to scream and show the world that I’m not the kindest person in the universe.

some people think nice people are like puppies every time you throw a stick they will go get it with no thinking just to please you.

I got a phone call from my best friend “or so I thought she is” asking me for a favor.

she : hi

me: hello

she : I want your help.

me: sure

she: I want you to chat with someone under ****’s name then send him pictures I will give you later.

me : what why?

she: I just want to destroy her reputation. you know that bitch who stole my man.

me: I don’t even know her. NO !

she: she is a bad person.

me : I’m not sure of that. nope I can’t do it.

she: I thought you are nice !

me : well, nice enough to not do this.

she: so we are over.

me: what?

she: forget that you had a friend called *****

me: …

tooot ! (hang up the phone)

I know I did the right thing. I just feel used I was a friend of that girl since sixth grade.

losing her is better than hating my self for the rest of my life.

I’m wondering why did she choose me ?

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