chickenpox .. a week off
Ah , I’m having chickenpox. I know I’m too old to have it now but. ehhh, no one infected me with it when I was a kid, So I had it from my little brother before 2 days.
Anyways, when I knew that I had a week off. I was like “yeah a break from the stupid school .. awesome 
” but I was completely wrong. It is an itchy week .. really I have a strong desire to rub and scratch myself against the wall but DAMN I CAN NOT AHHHHH. I can’t sleep well cause of that and when I fall asleep for a minute I have the weirdest dreams ever like ” the longest line of people with chickenpox” WTF ?
I paint my self with the white thing the gave me then wash it cause it hurts ! I sometimes say strange stuff cause of fever.
I went to the sea and GOD that was helpful but when I got home and my clothes dried it was the same old fucking annoying itch !
I’ll try “NEEM “<< a tree (leafs) they say it helps !
a tip for parents : let your kids have chickenpox while they are little kids “under seven yrs ” they can stand it better than the old people like I am ! really my little brother was playing and dancing while he was having it. 
if you have a kid let me kiss him/her now !
