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 looking at the mirror till my face blurs. then start talking to my self about my self, what I need, what I feel or just crazy talks !

The funny thing is that “my self” I’m talking to happened to be a guy. a guy with no face and he/me is my best friend cause I can talk without fear.

hmmn, I talked to my friends about that and they said that they do the same thing and some of them have named the guy/their self  !

that is crazy I know ! but it helps ! and yeah we do not do it in puplic cause we will seem unstable

It is most people my age dirty little secret. ! so if you heard someone talking or laughing in his/her room don’t be afraid it’s self talking !

blogging may solve this crap

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I love you, I miss you, you are mine , I’m too hot , you are a pretty boy , I hate me , no body loves me , I want to die , I wish to die , life is hard , حبيبي خاين , sexy girl , love is pain ….. etc

all these MSN nicknames belong to kids ! ” under 13 years old” . That is weird !

I remember my first nick name was  ” my name the flower” :p

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this picture is a very me !

when I’ve chosen science specialty I thought that I will invent , discover something or at least spend time in laps working with real things !

But when I got there my dreams/expectations did not happen! I was in shock cause we had to imagine what we learn. we have to imagine physical actions,creatures, chemical reactions and other - must to see- things.

I thought that I’m going to think my way but I discovered that I have to think like a copying machine!

I thought that I’m going to be a little scientist but I became a broken memory card.

I believe that schools make you stupid. unless you are stupid !

3 months left

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okay, I have a little issues with my cosines. they hate me for no reason . which make hate them back.

I got the courage to ask one of them ” why do you hate me? ”

she looked at me with a sad face and said: don’t you remember ?

I said : what ? refresh my memory plz !

she : one upon a time (2005) 2 girls ” cookie and  ***** ” went to the park . cookie played and had fun but the poor ***** who is 2 years younger than cookie could not cause every time she get on the swing or any thing boys start whistling and yelling!

me : you’re a beautiful girl you should be happy !

she : NO ! they’ve done that cause I look older than you ! way older

me : !??!?!?!

she : you are little you can play and do any thing, you can go to weddings without beaing asked by women how old are you !

me : did I make my self little ?  in fact I hate being little cause people think I am  a kid so they don’t respect me. and wedding thing, women ask me to get up and let older people ( who maybe younger)  to sit on my place !

she : really ? I’m sorry

me : no problem

ridicules ! I love being little not short just little ,I knew that she wants a little of self confidence cause she really looks older than her age !

can you hate and boycott someone cause of that?

I wonder what the other cosines reasons , I may have bigger nose

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