I feel guilty

yesterday 28/7/07 :
I feel guilty cause I’m doing nothing.
2 months of empty mind and full stomach.
I don’t wanna waste the third month on sleeping and watching TV.
I hate school but it is much better than this .. I’m becoming stupid and I know I’m smart << is this because of the food?
yes , I’m having health problems.
as I always say .. EMPTY LIFE
29/7/07 I started reading and fasting!
