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YAAAAAAAAY! I got my driving licence

After nearly one year :P

4th TEST

A MALE moderator after 3 women !!! I did not ever think that men are much nicer, he treated me like a human who does mistakes( not killing mistakes of course) not like a machine.

emh ! now daddy’s licence remain :p. i won’t get that in less than ten years.

The best part about this is not the fact that I’m going to drive, it’s that I don’t have to take more driving lessons in a manual car. BBYE MANUAL CARS I’m so ready to forget the pain that the clutch causes to my knee :D.On the other hand I’m going to prepare my self to the yelling and shouting I’m going to get from my father while driving :P.

anyways ! I got it while I’m still 18 :P

another blah

I’m stuck at collage !!!!

I have to wait Ubuntu to be installed on my machine !! everyone had it in few minutes but me !!

stupid computer !! I think something is wrong with my machine !!!

ah, despite that I’m loving ICT :)

so far, collage is better than school BIG TIME

I don’t miss school I just miss the girls and the crazy stuff we used to do

mmmm !

the lap is empty just me and a couple of boys arguing about some phone or something !

I’m bored

blog blah

time: 12:36pm

location: Bahrain polytechnic,5-17

Feeling: hungry, don’t want to eat from bu ali or bashayer I”m sick of this shit, alone, cold, wearing white shela and look like a nurse !

hmmmmmmmm ! alone

yeah alone :(

I AM ALONE !

I hate it when my friends treat me like a maiden ! funny I know :)

but they always make me feel that I’m less than them, cause they are either married or in relationship

I’m not and I’m not complaining ! they are !!!!

but when they talk they are always like aw poor cookie she has no one !!! aw Allah yerfa3 7a’9esh ,, aww you will find someone !!

hey I don’t need your sympathy actullay I don’t know why they look at me like a spinsters, I’m young I’m cool and I have enough things to think of. I have the time to find THE MAN not A GUY !!!

GOD ! do I need a stupid guy to be socialy accepted ?

if yes, I pass being accepted

 

I’m hungry, gotta eat now

bbye

Tagged : 25 Random things about me !

I’ve been tagged by the beautiful greenoo and she reminded me with my Blog ! yeah I think I forgot it for a while ! I miss my HRAR !! :D

so 25 things about me ummmmmmn !!

1- I think I can’t write things about my self.

2- I have a sharp weak voice.

3- I hate my name but I don’t see my self  in another name.

4- I’m THE box of secrets.

5- I like to be neutral in my opinions.

6- I can be very hard-headed.

7- Food is my passion. I’m not fat though

8- I’m not very religious as people think !! I don’t know why they say she is m6awa3a !!!

9- I’m cheerful and laugh much.

10- I hate MATH !!!

11- I like to read about zodiacs and these things.

12- I’m a Leo by the way :P

13- Health and nutrition is my favorite subject to read about.

14- I don’t think that roses, heart shapes and red stuff are romantic. Be romantic in your way ! I hate common things

15- I don’t like kids but I can understand them very well.

16- sugar make me high :P

17- I know lots of people but I have 2 or 3 good friends.

18- Fishitarian forever :D

19- I always forget the suitable word ! so I have to create a new one.

20-I think that Prince charming and the knight on the white horse are fairy tales and they will always be.

21- I’m a Bahrain Polytechnic student and not all of us ” mansta7y oo mas5ara” these types are everywhere ! Ya ! we hear bad things about us :@

22- I’m not a big fan of green/ blue or colorful eyes.

23- keep silence and smile is the best way to make a  mad person explode.

24- I disrespect the people who use bad language.

25- sometimes I feel that I’m 100 years old.

weak !!!!

I had a really interesting comment on my previous post which says !

Somehow i stumbled on your blog today and skimmed through the first page. First of all i applaud you on having ur own blog, however thats the only compliment ur getting from me. Call me harsh or mean but this blog is retarded, pointless, and just boring. It’s filled with grammatical errors and misspelled words.

  • I’m 18 ! I’m silly and this blog is PERSONAL !!! and you don’t have to read it I write for my self not for you or anybody else ! and who told you that I write in English cause I’m good at it ? I’m free to misspell and even invent new words this is my own space !!!!

For a blog named cookie,

  • I can call my blog cheese cake if I want to !!

i expected happy things about bahrain, unfortunately u left me depressed.

  • happy things about Bahrain ! you tell me one !!!!!

The fact that u slam bahrain every other post or so, diss the people, and diminish its value is disgusting.

  • have you ever heard of the freedom of speech ?

Oh and im sorry about ur molestation but one person who forgot to report him is ur mom…FOOL!

  • molestation is what hurt ur stomach and made you write this lovely comment?

delete this comment i couldnt care less its only aimed towards you anyway.

  • why should I delete it ?

up-to-date

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! long time no see

I miss my blog and the bloggers

I’m sooooo exhausted. I start collage at 8 and finish at 2-5.

today I finished at five. went to the locker to get some stuff ! then got out and It’s dark already and it’s prayer time !!! gosh it’s the end of the day ! that is so saaaaaaaaad.

BUUUUUT ,, it’s still better than the school ! :D

Eid ! :(

When I say I hate Eid everybody just look at me like I said something unacceptable.

we/ I don’t feel Eid spirit anymore or let’s just say I have never felt Eid spirit they are talking about. Eid is all about love, kinship, forgiving and other lovely adjectives I don’t see, feel or hear in my Eids !

MY Eid is all about:

1- SHOWING OFF: You feel that you are watching a commercial channel, its fun at the beginning but then it starts to become annoying and boring. The worst thing is that you can’t change the channel because it’s not on TV!! It’s real and you are stuck with it !

2- settling old family scores: some families only meet in Eids so it’s the best time to settle scores and fight ! (Caught you! We need to talk) prepare your speech of revenge with your clothes.

3- The crowd: everybody wants to go out like they have never ever gone out before. Most of the times you end up upset, having a fight or food poisoning.

4- Feeling lonely: If you have no friends – no family – no loved ones, it’s the best time in the year to weep on your self and feel how lonely you are!!

I hate Eid, I hate Eid , I hate Eid

Open your eyes !

This post may be different than the usual posts here. It also could be miss understood and sensitive !

Okay , when I was a kid maybe 8 years old or less I used to play on the street with the neighborhood’s children. But the weird thing was that guy who used to play with us I don’t know in what age he was but he was big I mean he was bearded and huge comparing to kids like us.

One day when we were playing hide and seek he asked my to sit in his lap. I refused but he insisted so as a kid a sat cause I was afraid. After few minutes he kissed my hand. A kiss on a kid’s hand seems very harmless but I yelled and ran to tell my mum. She told me to stay away from him. so when he came to me on the next day I hit him with a screw-driver and never saw him again. cause after few months I wore hejab and stuff so I stayed at home since then. end of the story I forgot from years.

what reminded me of it is that he was arrested these days on sexual molestation charges.

the victim was a 9 years old boy.

who’s fault is that ?

The neighborhood men and women who did not find the guy’s interest in kids games weird ?

or the parents of the kids who did not warned their children ?

or ?

HELLO !

I have nothing to say ! I just hate my blog to be deserted and dusty :P

these days I feel empty, there is nothing in my mind. I’m also stuck on page 47 of the novel I’m writing plus I’m forgetting lots of things. I think I’m losing my brain cells ! :roll:

umm , I’ll start studying on Sunday. I’m going to study in Bahrain polytechnic and I’ll study information & communication technologies.

It’s new and I’m ready to take a risk !

starting on Sunday means that this is the end of summer holiday. ummm I thought this summer would be exiting but it wasn’t. despite of all the new things I have experienced I came out empty handed.

:D that’s it

1+1=2 but 1+1+1=0

.1+1=2 / 1+1+1=0

mathematically wrong but absolutely correct in love relationships esp new born ones. I’m not a love expert and I’ve never been in a relationship,but the relationship is between two, if a third part got involved nothing good is going to happen!

okay, I have a friend who has a relationship with a guy she keeps talking about telling how wonderful he is and blah blah ! as her best friend she asked me to talk to him and give my opinion. The first time she told me I said no ! keep me out of this it’s between the two of you. After a long argument she convinced me somehow and I said fine I’ll talk to him.

The first few weeks were fine the couple were happy cause my conversations with him (MSN conv) were like : yes no :) thank you !

After 1 month they started asking me about each other. how is she? how is he? and I kept saying fine without giving details.

After that he started asking me questions about her, simple questions like where is she going to study? did she get a scholarship? where is she now?.

I answered his questions with the info she gives me, and as a loved couple he should have known these things about her without asking me.

So when she know that he asks me about her she became crazy and said he doesn’t trust me and he said she lies to me and blah blah.

If you are lying to him. why did you beg me to talk to him?

how the hell I would know about the lies you’re telling him. and if I would talk to him we would talk about you my friend cause you are the common thing between us !

when I told her that she said you are just jealous.

jealous? from a relationship based on lies hmmm !?