It’s not because of the boredom nor the emptiness i feel.
It’s because of the family issues. i don’t know why do they get crazy every time I stay home !!!
well, it happens every holiday. i hate holidays .. I wish could I go back to the polytechnic where life is fun haha !!
I don’t even laugh at holidays ….
for the next 4 years I will take summer courses ! or work or anything else !!
i don’t want to stay here life shiiiiiiiiiiit !!!!!!!!
FUCK !!
When you lose everything, your dreams, your loved ones and you keep losing and missing up with your life …
When you can’t find a phrase to describe your self because you became a complete stranger to your self and to everyone else around you …
when you realize that the old person you’ve been was way better than the current person you are now ….
When you day dream about dying young with a very serious disease …
When negativity hunts you even in your dreams …
Just smile and think, you are not the only one who suffers,,
It’s never too late to make changes and live a better life
Helloooo
Today is my blogs’ birthday (2 years old)
In the same mood I’m writing again !
I had a car accident today
a small one hehehe ! but it seems really big to me!
I broke the left front light :P ! I hit a wall !
GOD ! ARE U BLIND
well, I was, kind of
at the moment, I don’t want to drive again
I feel dumb yet lucky!
ahhh ! my life is shit
maybe 7-7 next year would be more cheerful !
YAAAAAAAAY! I got my driving licence
After nearly one year :P
4th TEST
A MALE moderator after 3 women !!! I did not ever think that men are much nicer, he treated me like a human who does mistakes( not killing mistakes of course) not like a machine.
emh ! now daddy’s licence remain :p. i won’t get that in less than ten years.
The best part about this is not the fact that I’m going to drive, it’s that I don’t have to take more driving lessons in a manual car. BBYE MANUAL CARS I’m so ready to forget the pain that the clutch causes to my knee :D.On the other hand I’m going to prepare my self to the yelling and shouting I’m going to get from my father while driving :P.
anyways ! I got it while I’m still 18 :P
I’m stuck at collage !!!!
I have to wait Ubuntu to be installed on my machine !! everyone had it in few minutes but me !!
stupid computer !! I think something is wrong with my machine !!!
ah, despite that I’m loving ICT :)
so far, collage is better than school BIG TIME
I don’t miss school I just miss the girls and the crazy stuff we used to do
mmmm !
the lap is empty just me and a couple of boys arguing about some phone or something !
I’m bored
time: 12:36pm
location: Bahrain polytechnic,5-17
Feeling: hungry, don’t want to eat from bu ali or bashayer I”m sick of this shit, alone, cold, wearing white shela and look like a nurse !
hmmmmmmmm ! alone
yeah alone :(
I AM ALONE !
I hate it when my friends treat me like a maiden ! funny I know :)
but they always make me feel that I’m less than them, cause they are either married or in relationship
I’m not and I’m not complaining ! they are !!!!
but when they talk they are always like aw poor cookie she has no one !!! aw Allah yerfa3 7a’9esh ,, aww you will find someone !!
hey I don’t need your sympathy actullay I don’t know why they look at me like a spinsters, I’m young I’m cool and I have enough things to think of. I have the time to find THE MAN not A GUY !!!
GOD ! do I need a stupid guy to be socialy accepted ?
if yes, I pass being accepted
I’m hungry, gotta eat now
bbye
I’ve been tagged by the beautiful greenoo and she reminded me with my Blog ! yeah I think I forgot it for a while ! I miss my HRAR !! :D
so 25 things about me ummmmmmn !!
1- I think I can’t write things about my self.
2- I have a sharp weak voice.
3- I hate my name but I don’t see my self in another name.
4- I’m THE box of secrets.
5- I like to be neutral in my opinions.
6- I can be very hard-headed.
7- Food is my passion. I’m not fat though
8- I’m not very religious as people think !! I don’t know why they say she is m6awa3a !!!
9- I’m cheerful and laugh much.
10- I hate MATH !!!
11- I like to read about zodiacs and these things.
12- I’m a Leo by the way :P
13- Health and nutrition is my favorite subject to read about.
14- I don’t think that roses, heart shapes and red stuff are romantic. Be romantic in your way ! I hate common things
15- I don’t like kids but I can understand them very well.
16- sugar make me high :P
17- I know lots of people but I have 2 or 3 good friends.
18- Fishitarian forever :D
19- I always forget the suitable word ! so I have to create a new one.
20-I think that Prince charming and the knight on the white horse are fairy tales and they will always be.
21- I’m a Bahrain Polytechnic student and not all of us ” mansta7y oo mas5ara” these types are everywhere ! Ya ! we hear bad things about us :@
22- I’m not a big fan of green/ blue or colorful eyes.
23- keep silence and smile is the best way to make a mad person explode.
24- I disrespect the people who use bad language.
25- sometimes I feel that I’m 100 years old.
I had a really interesting comment on my previous post which says !
Somehow i stumbled on your blog today and skimmed through the first page. First of all i applaud you on having ur own blog, however thats the only compliment ur getting from me. Call me harsh or mean but this blog is retarded, pointless, and just boring. It’s filled with grammatical errors and misspelled words.
For a blog named cookie,
i expected happy things about bahrain, unfortunately u left me depressed.
The fact that u slam bahrain every other post or so, diss the people, and diminish its value is disgusting.
Oh and im sorry about ur molestation but one person who forgot to report him is ur mom…FOOL!
delete this comment i couldnt care less its only aimed towards you anyway.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! long time no see
I miss my blog and the bloggers
I’m sooooo exhausted. I start collage at 8 and finish at 2-5.
today I finished at five. went to the locker to get some stuff ! then got out and It’s dark already and it’s prayer time !!! gosh it’s the end of the day ! that is so saaaaaaaaad.
BUUUUUT ,, it’s still better than the school ! :D
When I say I hate Eid everybody just look at me like I said something unacceptable.
we/ I don’t feel Eid spirit anymore or let’s just say I have never felt Eid spirit they are talking about. Eid is all about love, kinship, forgiving and other lovely adjectives I don’t see, feel or hear in my Eids !
MY Eid is all about:
1- SHOWING OFF: You feel that you are watching a commercial channel, its fun at the beginning but then it starts to become annoying and boring. The worst thing is that you can’t change the channel because it’s not on TV!! It’s real and you are stuck with it !
2- settling old family scores: some families only meet in Eids so it’s the best time to settle scores and fight ! (Caught you! We need to talk) prepare your speech of revenge with your clothes.
3- The crowd: everybody wants to go out like they have never ever gone out before. Most of the times you end up upset, having a fight or food poisoning.
4- Feeling lonely: If you have no friends – no family – no loved ones, it’s the best time in the year to weep on your self and feel how lonely you are!!
I hate Eid, I hate Eid , I hate Eid
